Updated: Apr 6, 2020
Here we have an empty box , lined with the layers of my horrid soul.
Let's start packing
Fragile items first . My heart made of glass , my tears of the past . In the box you go . It's time for new beginnings so it's time to pack and go .
Now big items ,
My pain stripped past ,
The fuck you's and I hate you that came and passed . The lies told to hold back my growth . The weapons fashioned by persecutors . The labels that stuck to me for years . Heavy burdens , forgotten sorrows , no lies just hurt .
Now we're almost done. My self esteem comes last the most damaged goods take the longest to pack , I had a 90 day warranty no room for pity parties .
Dead eyes and a blinding smile .
I got dressed this way for so long
Wore fake smiles to match my fake life
I wanted to fit in
But I can't
How could I
I stand out no matter where I go
Carry my baggage with me but never by myself
I buried it far away
Put my hopes on top of it
Now I can see
I released the anger now I'm free
I needed to let it out
Let my screams out
Now I can smile
Pick myself up and got a new dress
Never forget your crown queen
I keep it firmly placed on my head
For what is a queen without her crown
Imagine the worst feeling ever
Now picture it gone
For the lord is my Sheppard I shall not want
I am a queen
So I shall not want
He fashioned me out of Rubys and gold
I shall not beg
He gave me clothes made of his love so I shall not fear
For the lord is with me
His is my Rock and staff
Now this queen can address the world now that she turned the lights on .